School is finally over.. Woohoo!
But Im gonna miss this someone special of mine.. Heee... =(
During holiday I cant see tat someone.. IF NOT everyday can see.. Haha...
My end year exams results was ok.. Got promoted to sec4.. Duh.. Quite happy cz I was
so afraid tat I couldnt make it.. Have to study hard for next year.. Important year sey...
Ok enough bout tat...
7 more days before I go to India.. Haha.. Its a school trip.. So for 1week Im off to India.. Can't wait actually.. But how I wish we could go to Australia.. Double the fun! Haha...
I cant wait to take the flight cz it's gona be my first time.. LoL..

Juz now Raudah came to my house.Mama was away for work and than Raudah came to accompany me.It was boring at first than we decided to karaoke. Haha! Bored sia today.
After gettin tired from singing,Raudah went back home cz she have to go to her uncle's open house.Now I'm all alone at home..Haix..

Than jz nowI saw Yassin! Haha... Its been a long a time since I saw him.. Haha.. He was my fren last year... And now he's not schooling animore... Christie and me used to be closed with him and than now not so.. Ler..

IM SO DAMN BORED LA SEY!!!!
UUUUUURGH!!!!!

U broke my heart every single time with ur every single ACTIONS.I always acted tat I didn't see it.I always tell myself to let u be and don't think negative.My feelings for u are still lingering inside of me.Its ok if u break my heart every single time bcz I noe and I feel tat u dun mean it and u dunnoe noe.I can't blame u for breaking my heart.Am I tat cruel to say bout u like this..?
This is juz how I felt.My besties tried to calm me down but I juz can't help it.I think I hate tat Gal..I dun wan to mention why.
Is JEALOUSY rising in me slowly?
I hope I'll get what's mine one day.Can't u see tat I still have da same feelings 4 u like b4?Are u blind or are u juz pretending not to know? I can't HATE u bcz of LOVE. Hatred is not what I feel towards u and I hope u too dun feel da hatred towards me.

Im trying to adapt the situation that is happening rite now.. Things are changing so fast and I can't catch up. It's like Im struggling and things around me is like so dark.. I feel like as if I've been abandon.. Been left alone by myself and no one out there is trying to help me. When ppl smiled at me, I do smile back.. But deep inside me, Im crying..Why do this things always happening to me? Why can't I have the happiness foreva.?
I want! I want! I want! When memories flashed back, I will feel so down. Feel like turning the clock back. Missing those happy days.. Haix...
Btw ppl.. Dun get me wrong.. Im not an emo who post a blog about the emo2 thingy.. Haha..
Its juz how I feel rite now.. Why am I thinking that ppl will tot that Im an emo..?
ok. Thats weird... hahha.... Ler...
Well.. Gtg... Muakx!

True Love is when u shed a Tear when u have to Let Go of Him
When u feel like as if ur World had crushed down
When u feel like everything has no meaning without Him in ur life
Everytime u see Him, ur Heart beats Faster
U feel like walking up to him & talk to Him
But u dun have the Guts cos u are scared if He might Ignore u
Everytime u seat alone,all the memories u spent wit Him are flashing back
U can't seems to forget everything u have been through with him
When u look at His face,u feel like crying
Because He was once part of ur life and was once ur True Love
And now,He is like a free Bird spreading His wings searching for His new Life
U can only Pray tat He might come back to u and Love u like before
U can only Pray tat He will wait for u There and hoping u can accept Him Again
U can only Pray tat this will come true and can have Him like before

P.S: This is how I feel when I have to Let Go of Him,my Truly Love.I cried...My Dreams had gone.Now, I'm juz hoping tat He will be mine again..

To my Truly Love,
I will always Love U and u will be kept in my Heart Forever

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