Her World, Her Life

Paramore Concert!!

2010-03-08T11:17:00.003+08:00

PARAMORE! PARAMORE! I WAN MORE!
Heehe... Went to da concert ystrdae wit Athirah n da two twins n Aidil. We were so excited before da concert cz we cnt believe tat we are gona meet Paramore in real life. Haha! We wana see Hayley so badly. Haha.. During da concert, me and Athirah were rocking out! Athirah said its worse den cross country cz we were sweating like hell! Haha! It was so much fun. Hayley so cute! She rili rock it out! OMG! I still cnt believe I went to Paramore concert. Haha! Im still in da Paramore Fever. Woohoo!! Hahaha! Im hoping they'll come again nxt time so I can go wit bby:)
Cant I turn back da time to ystrdae nite.......?????? Heheheheeh!

2010-03-08T11:12:00.002+08:00

I felt so bad about yesterdae. I made bby cried alot of time. I noe he felt so dwn wen I went to Paramore concert. I noe he wanted to go for da concert so badly but he couldn't coz he has to book in to camp. I noe I shouldn't said "wateva" to him ystrdae. He was so mad n he shouted at me. I was shocked at first actually but despite of my ego n my anger, I ignored it. Ystrdae was a bad dae for da first few part of d dae. Im sorry bby for making u mad n cry ystrdae. I didnt mean to. I promise I'll work on our relationship. I dun wana us to b apart. I love u lots bby.

2010-02-20T02:12:00.002+08:00

Having flu todae. Not so sure why. Hees.. But I like it! Hehe.. Im so bored.. Now Im watching 10 Dares on youtube. U guys shud watch it! Its super funny n daring! La~La.. No one to chat to. Boyfie went offline cos he's not feeling well. He's having a fever which is called viral fever? Am I correct? I tink.. Hees.. So yea, he went for check-up n he said tat his sickness might be dangerous. And Im feeling scared for him. I havent heard bout tis sickness b4 but I guessed its a dangerous sickness? He went to sleep early cos his body was aching or sumtink. Im hoping tat he will recover soon. And notink will happen to him. Pity him.
Ouh yea bby, Im sorry again for nt miting u tmr.. I mean todae. After all, ure sick. U shudnt go out cz u need plenty of rest.
I love u bby.

2010-02-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

You juz have to mention bout da future kids, and it will make my heart beats faster. I dunnoe why but I guessed I jz couldn't wait to live my life with u. I know tat ur sincere love will lead us to what we wanted all this while. Ur true love has made me realised tat there is sum1 tat can accept n love me for who I am. Which is u baby. I noe I may not be a gud Gf to u cz I can't be there for u in times of needs. When u felt all alone and no one to share ur sadness with. I cant be there for u cz of my distances. Cz Im across da border. If Im near u, I would hve been there for u. And Im so sorry and this happened da 2nd time. I felt so useless. But u kept telling me tat, its ok. Ure so understanding. I appreciated it alot. And pls dun go around da places alone pls baby. I dun like it. Anything might happen to u eventhough u tink notink's gona happen to u but u cnt predict ur life syg. I really love u and am sorry again for not be tere for u when u need sum1..
I miss you.

2010-02-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Noooo! Tmr schooling!!! Im so lazy! Uuuurgh!

I miss Bibi!!*

2010-02-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went for the iTalent audition thingy. We tot we could mke it thru da audition, but it doesnt turned out well.. I was hoping for the better. Well, I guessed we should try again nxt yr.

To my bandmates, I hope after the audition ystrdae, We will still stick to our band tat we hve awaedy formed.. I dun wan us to b apart. We try again nxt yr aitex n we should mke more jamming session to perfect ourselves aitex.
*Kings&Queens* <3

2010-01-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

Today went jamming at chong pang.. But sadly our drummer, Hadi n bassist, Ros, wasnt tere jz nw... So it wasnt a full band prac.. Hadi culdnt come cz he went to da beach fiesta thingy.. Ros? Im nt so sure maybe baby-sitting her niece.. But Ariff was tere! hehe! Bibi! hehe... It wasnt a waste though for me to bring him to our jamming session.. He gave us alil idea about re-arranging our guitarist n drummer.. He's freakin genius uhs! Haha!! Hmm... So we decided on playing crushcrushcrush.. N our back up song is zombie. N I hope Asyraf will agree on da song crushcrushcrush... Hmm.. Audition is on nxt sat! 6feb.. Omg! Im nervous... I hope we culd get to semi-final.. JZ got to do better..

&& yea, dad jz bought a new broadband! woohoo! So nw I cn use my lappy!! Every single time wen I wan to.. Hehe:)

2010-01-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after sch was such an embarrasment.. I fell outside Junction 8 while running after Aidil cos he disturbed me.. Called me a malaysian.. Uuurgh! So irritating.. The floor was slippery cos it rained.. I wanted to pull his hair den suddenly I fell.. Haha! My shoes was slippery.. Stupid shoe! Haha! I was so embarrased, I juz sat on da floor and laugh. Haha! I laughed it all.. Den all my frens crowded around me. Thanks to Aidil uhs.. And Christie was making me feel afraid when she told me tat, da way I fell was how she injured her backbone. Errr... Scary but nothing happen.. Pheeww! Luckily... hehe...

Ouh yea, me and my frens planned to join da iTalent thingy. We're workin on it. Creating a band... Planning to play 21Guns.. Hmm... Ok larh... Its their idea.. I cant say anything... Hees... Audition is on 6Feb at ite simei.. Cant wait and hope we will make it to semi-finals... && Hafiz n Christie came out wit our band's name.. Creepy R.I.P . Haha! SO cute.. Hehe..

~OSA project work... Still working on it.. Haix... Thx NAd for ur help:)

I Love You

2010-01-23T19:26:00.002+08:00

I didnt love u in da very beginning
I didnt miss u at all
All that I knew is tat I accepted u in my life
I told myself tat Im ready to leave u whenever I wanted to
U we'rent my everything
U're juz another person tat appeared in my life
But as days passed, my ove for u grew
I didnt know why but it was like a miracle
Something bout u tat made me luv u
Ur loving is one of a kind
U're so different
And now, I love and miss u now and den
And I'm not ready yet if faith make me leave u
U're not juz another person bt someone tat I see in my future
Im so scared of losing u
But if one day u decided to leave me,
please remember me
Remember as da gal tat u've loved so much
And tat our love was da greatest
For sure I wont forget u cos u're da bestest bf I've had
And da one tat have loved me for me

2010-01-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

Im booored!!!! Stuck in computer lab doing project! Dateline for my profect is next week on 29JAn.. And Bonus! Im not good in doing powerpoint! HAha! And yea, I tink my slides sucks! Haha! I still have one more project on small business management.. ANd I so need the internet back home. Planning to go starbucks near my house wit cuz Nabila:) and I can upload my pics wit boifey too! Hehe..

Ouh yea! I went to spore flyer wit boifey on da saturday. Our 5th mnth anni. Hees.. The ride was awesome! Eventhough its freakin slow, but da view frm up tere was beautiful! Hehe..

Im Huuungrry! Uurgh! No break!

2009-12-23T15:42:00.002+08:00

I had criously alot of fun going out wit quraisha, my pri sch bestfren. Hees:) We went bugis and did some shopping. Q bought lots of stuff cz she juz had her pay da dae b4 while me? Haha! I only hve 30bucks wit me but I did managed to buy my leopard printed dress n bf's smart shirt. Hehe.. I dunnoe wat's wrong wit me n leopard printed dress. Haha! But da dress is sooooo cute! Hahax! Q is soo funny uhs ystrdae. She tried one of da shoe she wanted to buy and den suddenly she said she cnt fit tat shoe. Its her size btw. Den I checked da shoe, I found out tat she didnt tke out da paper tat was stucked inside den I told her. She tried to cover up her embarassment wen she told me tat she tried awaedy. When she can fit larh tat shoe. She was so cute. So dumb of her. Haha!

2009-12-20T01:12:00.003+08:00

I miss my boyfren alooot! He is so freaking far. And Im here in mlysia. HAix.. nadiah is going to kill ariff when she meets him!!-Nad typed this. Hehe.
I miss talking to him on da phone till late nite. I especially miss his irritating yet cute jokes which he awaez tot tat Im gona get irritated by him which I did not. Hehe. I miss da way he disturbs me. Haha! Kecoh sak.
I cherish this relationship so much. Eventhough we can't meet up every single time, I love this relationship. I dun groan to it. Infact, I accept it. Sometimes I feel so insecure when he's not around. we're so far apart. This insecure feelings can come even when I wake up frm sleep. And tats when my day for tat day will be in a mess. I dun like tat feeling cz I tend to think wild. I mean, really wild! Hehe.. I culdnt descibe nomore... If Im rili2 missing him badly, I will start to feel this lil feeling deep inside me tat I culdnt bear.. Haha! KInda lame but its da fact.. Hehehe! Now, why Im blogging bout him? Its bcz Im missing him so badly rite mow.. Haha..
-To my pantatBF, I miss u so much as u can see thru tis poat, Im like an imsoniac tat blog sumtink like this at 5.36am. ILY pantat!

2009-12-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

I finally got my Nlevel results. Hmm... ITE is ahead of me. HMm... I dun feel regret wit my results cz I've awaedy expected this. Im so happy for Afifah cz she is promoted to sec5 n tat was her dream. She is so lucky. SHe did pretty well in her nlevel. I cnt believe tat Im going ITE. Its like I dun aim for ITE. Haix.. ANd Im scared. Of da ppl and da lifestyle in ITE. My mom is feeling scared for me cz actually she doesnt like me goin to ITE bt I guess she's ok now. My dad wan me to tke up nursing bt sorry daddy, they didnt offer me tat course. My 1st choice is business-office. And I hope I get tat course. Hmm.. Im gona miz my sec sch life. Im gona miz my frens. Ouh yea, I miss both my cca. Haha.. Npcc n malay dance. Hehe.. I hope my life will remain da same wen Im in ITE. Amin. Hehe..

Bibi, dun worry aitex, I will not change my life wen IM in ITE. I will be da same Yanne tat u noe. ok.. ILY!

Late Ramdan..

2009-12-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

To da late Ramdan, I will awaez rmbr u after u left this world. I've known u for almost 4-5 yrs n I will neva forget u. I was shocked after knowing bout ur death. I was pretty upset cz I didnt expect this would happen onto u. Now I know tat I couldnt see u now and den like I used to see u in sch. I know tat I couldnt smile at u nomore n likewise seeing u smiling back at me. I know tat I couldnt wish a Happy Birthday to u on every 31st march like I used to do every of tat date anymore. But not to worry, I will awaez rmbr u on tat very date. And I wish u a peaceful life "there" .
~Love~

2009-11-19T11:16:00.002+08:00

OMG! Im freakin bored rite now.. Stuck at my dad's office.. Plus Im havin a cold rite now n I wish to go home! Hees.. Im sooooo BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Planned to go out nxt saturday.. Movie date. Haha! Bt I heard nxt week is Hari Raya Haji. Ehs? I dunnoe. So I heard nxt week my dad is planning to go Genting AGAIN. Im hoping tat we r nt goin again cz I have a movie date!! AAArgh!! Lolx! Or maybe I can hope tat nxt week is nt hari raya haji. Hees:) Yey! Next week friday Im getting my pay! Woohoo! :D

-Barney is here to keep me company:)

2009-11-18T13:13:00.002+08:00

I got to meet my dad few weeks ago. Im so glad tat finally I gt to meet him. He said he changed his number n tats y I cnt get thru him. I heard my brother is "away".. Haiz.. Same old reason why he is "away". I dunnoe whether its true anot bt I kinda miss him though.

Ouh yea, currently Im working wit my stepdad at his workplce. I need some cash! haha! Im out of cash.. hehe.. Need to do some shopping cz tere are some things I need to buy.. Haha.. Recently, I went to KL with my family n my cuzin's family. Had fun. Did some shopping alil. Bought a new bag n a dress. Its cute! Haha.. Thought of buying boifey sumting bt culdnt fine anything for him. Hees.. Ouh yea, finally I gt da chance to go Berjaya Time Square. haha.. Wanted to go there for quite some time. Didnt get to go Sunway Lagoon cz of da rainy season. Haix.. Next time I guess.
Ouh well... I heard we're goin Genting again nxt mnth.. Hehe.. Hope so..
Toodles!

2009-11-18T13:12:00.001+08:00

BESTIE IS BACK INTO MY LIFE!! IM SO GLAD EVERYTING IS BACK TO NORMAL BETWEEN US..

2009-11-01T05:20:00.002+08:00

Bibi, Im rili hoping tat wat we're wishing for is gona b true. U noe how much I love having u in my life n I wont leave u for some stupidest reason. U may not be da first but u will be my last, Insya Allah. If God-willing. Im throwing away all my past cz u'll one day be part of my history bt for now, u'll be in my present n future life. Amin.

I love u Bibi, always have n always will.

2009-11-01T04:55:00.002+08:00

One thing I love bout my life is, having all da ppl I love da most.. My family, my cuzins n their family, my frens n my Bibi. But da one ting tat upset me da most is my Father. Where have u been? Why r u doing this to me? U noe I did notink wrong towards u n u trying to run away from me. I called, all I got was abang's answer. So where r u? Its ur phone bt y is he picking it up? I dun undrstnd u. I hope one day u will realise tat how much u mean to me. U being da only father tat I love. Plz do come back.

For u

2009-11-01T04:49:00.002+08:00

I guess I have to accpt da fact tat ure no longer my bestie. But I hope tat one day we cud get bck like how we were. Im nt begging bt im jz hoping. I hope u have a wonderful life now. U noe, like hoe I told u, many times, I neva regret having u as my bestie. Neva! I hope tiz decision u mke is da best for u. I hope ure happy wit ur current frens rite now. I guessed they can make u happy. Till here den. I rili hope u can read tiz post.
I love u, tc

Genting trip

2009-11-01T04:25:00.003+08:00

Hey.. Im back for blogging.. Haha..
Hmm... where to start...
Ouh yea... The genting trip... My family n my cuzin's family went tere on da 17-20 oct. It was da bestest holiday i eva had. Genting is freaking cold sia n it was my 1st time I been tere. I was all excited when we 1st arrived. We arrived around 3 in da morn cz we took a bus. I guess da reason y I cnt sleep da whole nite thru in da bus was I was all excited but I wasnt. Haha.. Hotel room wasnt ready for us n we have to hang out at da genting mall eventhough all da shops were closed. So we decided to go to Macdonald instead to have a hot drink.
Well, da rides were extremely fun! My cuz nabila, she love da "solero" thingy so much. I love da flying coaster da most. Haha.. Hmm... our family r planning to go to Langkawi for our next holiday,next month.. I cant wait..! Well.. Tats da end of my post.. toodles!

wish u were here.

2009-09-13T06:22:00.002+08:00

I need u rite now. I need u to tell me wat Im supposed to do rite now. My mind is cocking up. I wish u were here rite beside me guiding me thru. I dun tink anyone can understand me rite now. I noe ure da one who can understand me.
I really need u.

Im sorry Bestie

2009-09-13T06:14:00.002+08:00

Im sorry Bestie.
For not telling u before I took it.
I noe its my mistake. I shudnt do that.
I noe Ive promised u da other day.
But this time is really a promise.
Im totally am sorry.
Neva gona do it again without telling u.
I dunnoe how to convince u.
And again, I was sorry.
Sorry Sorry Sorry sorry
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

bestie

2009-09-13T02:40:00.001+08:00

I MISS MY BESTIE. WONDER HOW SHE IS DOING. I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET HER ON MONDAY.
I REALLY MISS U BESTIE!!

120909

2009-09-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

one puff u think enough uhs? Has been a long time n now I got it.. Even dreamt about it yesterday and todae got it. He was angry n Im so sorry.. One person left I havent tell yet.. Which is Bestie.. Gona tell her like really soon. Haix...
Jz now went pizza hut with my two dearest cuzins.. The service here is like fucking bad uhs! Really bad! Cnt win Spore's service. Haha! They dun even serve ice water first. Haiyo! Stupid sia. There's no various choices of pizza even. There's only Hawaiian n Pepperoni, I guessed... Haha..
Aft tat, played mercun with my parents along with my two cuzins too. It was fun. But den one of da resident complained. Again like fuck. Haah!
And now, Im at my cuzin's hse.. Heess..

[Imy lotz!]

2009-08-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

Its da start of da fasting mnth.. Jz cnt believe its so soon! Haha... Ok i wasnt prepared actually... SO today, was ok actually... I was abit hungry.. Hmm.. Ok atleast not abit but alot! haha.. U noe tat I cnt be apart frm food... haha Lol!
And& yea, I almost drink a cup of water b4 breaking my fast jz nw. haha! Luckily sey.. HaHA.. Aaargh! Talking bout food, Im hungry rite now....

new skin!

2009-08-22T23:58:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! atlast i changed my skin.. haha... So nw no nid to trouble ppl tp use internet explorer to view my blog. Haha..
Still cnt put pics...!! Wat is wtong with tis blog?? UUrgh!!!

2009-08-16T03:53:00.002+08:00

ouh man, Blog is cheating on me. I cnt even post my pics. UUUUrgh!!! Stupid Blog! I shall not trust u anymore! HmmpH!!!

2009-08-16T03:12:00.001+08:00

IM HUNGRY!!!! HEHE LOL!!! IM BORED!!!!!
Bestie, for u... U hve to get use to it wen I call u Makcik cz I like lar.. Hehe:D

2009-08-16T02:59:00.002+08:00

Im nt feeling the thing anymore. Im nt feeling wat I used to feel towards u. I dunnoe wah had happened. Am I tat cruel for treating u this way? I wana talk bout this to u bt Im concern bout ur feelings. I dun wana hurt ur feelings nor I dun wana make u cry.. I dun wan u to hate me once I tell u. We can still be friends rite? Im still not sure wat to tell u wat reasons to tell u. Im scared. Im confused. Im lost. I wonder, will u understand? Will u tink Im a bastard? Look, no matter wat happen, I will neva want us to b enemies cz we were once like a family so stay tat way pls.
Just wan u to noe, u're da nicest.

Kfc

2009-08-16T02:32:00.005+08:00

Today, I mean ystrdae, Nadiah n me went to kfc. Kfc is jz nearby to our house. Its jz a 15mins walk I guessed.... Ok so yea.... I met her at my house security check, she walked all da way frm her house to my plce n we walked to kfc.. Along da way, we saw a dog n it was barking at us madly bt lucliky da dog was inside like over da fence.. Bt to our surprise, two more wild dogs ahead of us. We were screaming like mad ppl. Haha.. So luckily da security help us by drawing da dogs attention. Along da way again, two mat malaysia on bikes asking us whr is setia tropika. They are at setia tropika. My 'hometown' is called setia tropika. So stupid. They wana disturb us bt in a stupid way.
So, me n nad talked at kfc bout some stuffs. Finally we gt da chance to go to tat kfc. WE've been wanting to go tere. Haha. So we went bck hme at around 8+. We walked again bt nw we wanted a short cut so wat we did was we climbed over da fence. Hehe. Lazy to walk past da security cz frm da road we can c my hse. It was fun 4 a 1st timer. Haha.. i hurt my leg while climbing. Bt still, it was fun..

And nw, Im hungry... Feel like eating cheese fries. Bt cheese fries doesnt exist in malaysia's kfc bt instead they hve cheese wedges. Hehe*

2009-08-16T02:31:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl i cnt post da pics... teres sumtink wrong... hees...

POP 2009

2009-08-02T15:39:00.003+08:00

POP 2009 was fun.. Ok lar..
The best part was, I got to spent my last day in npcc wit my beloved Bestie. Im gonna miss those days in Npcc.. Especially wit Bestie. MIss those times when we always go to bubble tea shop aft training.. Went back home with her taking 812 bus.. OMG! I miss tat bus. Lots of memories of me n Bestie in tat bus. && now Bestie told me tat she dun wana tke tat bus anymore cz it will remind her of those memories. Haha.. Cute lar she...
Ok till here den...
And& yea, shall post pics during pop soon:)

I still love u

2009-08-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

Im not so sure wat's got into my mind... I'm not so sure wat I'm feeling rite now.
Never cross into my mind tat I want to hurt u cz I'll neva will..
I'm afraid tat this will lead us to somewhere we dun wana be. I noe, by tat time, it will hurt da both of us. I dun wana tat to happen. I'm trying so hard to understand ur situation but u have to understand mine too. I can't carry on living this way cz I may follow da wrong path and tat living u behind.

So please, think of somethink tat can make da both of us happy..

Drifting!!

2009-08-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl!
Sorry.. I got to update my blog like only today today.. hehe..

And& yea, ystrdae was fun.. Went to Gelang Patah.. Followed dad to watch drifting.. It was cool.. Gumball followed too.. && da best part was, we got to experienced da drifting thingy. Got inside my dad's friend's car. HIs car was extremely cool..
So.. Da ride was scary+Fun!! Haha.. Gumball & me was so happy bcz we wanted so badly to get into tat car for drifting. Haha.. We got our chance! Hehe! && our moms was scared.. For us. Haha.. Funny lar.. But it was like rili rili fun!

-Shall post da pics soon:)

2009-07-12T02:13:00.002+08:00

The youth gig on friday, 10July was extremely fun. All the show was ok..
So yea..
Got to meet Mojo.. Hehe.. Happy! *wink* Got a necklace from him. Hehe.. He put da necklace around my neck for me && I put for him too. && now I can bring him wherever I go cz da necklace has his name engraved. Hehe.. So, da show ended at around 9+ and gt bck hme at around 1+.. Tired sey.. But whatever it is, I had fun..!

&& Gumball, plz dun act like this. Trust me, we still need u in this grp. Dun eva think tat u r being left out.
Seriously, we rili love u like our own sista. So plz, dun make da wrong decision.

it was fun:)

2009-07-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was fun... Went to Fatullah's n Uncle Aman's show at Cairnhill CC. It was really2 fun. Got to see Fatullah dance n Uncle Aman play da drum.. Ok it was cool.. Haha..

So after all the events, we headed down to Chinatown. At first I dunnoe why we went tere for until Fatul n Nabila say, "We're here. We're goin to meet Mojo(fir)." Haha! I didnt want to believe them in da 1st place until I saw him. Haha.. So yea it was true tat we're goin to meet Mojo.. *wink* So happy!
Basically, me n Mojo didn't talk tat much. Hehe.. Until we're going off den he talked to me. Hehe.. And& yea sorry Shortie for bullying u.. Hehe..
Im looking forward 4 friday to come,10July cz Fatul is having his another show.. So Mojo is coming along too.. Wheee.. I can't wait! Woohoo!
So yea tats bout it... :)

I heard mom call me from her bedroom upstairs. Seriously! Den when I went up, she said she didnt call me.. So I was like, ok... So who was calling me? Creepy.. And I'm here seating alone at my living room at downstais.. ALONE.. Haha... ok shall not think so much.. :)

[GumBall*
Midget*
Shortie*
Madusa*
Mojo*]

Bestie..

2009-07-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Bestie, Im so loving u more and more. I didn't expect u will say that u won't betray me aft wat had happened. I really hope tat our friendship tat we've built will never has it ends. I never regret having u as my bestie all this while eventhough we fight alot. But hey, look wat we've become now, we're growing closer and closer. Every each fight dun lead us to separation bt lead us to learn our own mistakes. And tats y everytime we fight, I always say sorry bcz I never want to lose a bestie like u. As I told u before, whenever Im with u, I feel so alive inside me.

Never always think tat I have forgotten bout u when I dun talk to u cz I will never forget u. Never ignore and always talk whenever u have any thoughts or problem cz I will always be by ur side and always here to lend u a shoulder. I'll be ur listening ear cz I want to.

Lotz of love,
Ass:)

2009-07-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

Currently, Im at Nadiah's hse... N thank goodness there's internet("steal").. Hehe.. n luckily I brought my laptop along... Kalau tk, Im bored to death.. Haha

I hope tomorrow I can see him at Fattulah's and Uncle Aman's show..
OK Im so random.. Haha..

2009-07-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

Well, say whateva u wana say, think wateva u wana think cz I'm still me. My life would be perfect without u cz u're notink perfect to me. Never judge people cz wateva happens tere must be a reason. Why listen to one and than hate the other without knowing the fact? Treating me this way is so obvious.

Ouh well, I dun care anymore.. ANYMORE! I'm not turning back..
I'VE NO REGRETS.

life changing

2009-06-24T15:35:00.002+08:00

Things have changed alot n my life tis year. I mean like everything. With "new" people entering my life, and I'm loving it. *Wink*
With new house, new environment, meet new people, it's juz madness(in a good way). Sometimes, I do miss my old house, my old life, my old people. I rili miss that totally! Nevertheless, I'm starting to love my new life. I'm trying to avoid my past, my bad bad past eventhough tere's still memories lingering around me.

School is starting rili soon, planning to do better in class. Haha.. LoL. But rili, I cnt slack animore. I did very badly for my mid yr exam, bt nt my priliem n nlevel.

[Mummy, please try to understand me more]*

im not being selfish

2009-06-10T16:57:00.002+08:00

Am I being too selfish with myself or to "him"?
I noe u like me but I juz can't accept da fact tat someone wants me with an open arm.
I dun wish to break ur heart AGAIN. But I find it hard to tell u straight to ur face tat I dun love u.
Please forgive me. Dun put high hopes on me please. I beg u.
Its juz tat, Im Sick And Tired Of Being In A RELATIONSHIP. Not tat I dun wan to accept u or Reject u. Please dun tink tat Im trying to break ur heart or sumtink.

*And please dun IGNORE me.... *

overnite at YP

2009-06-10T16:19:00.003+08:00

On MOnday, I can't 4get wat had happened.. Haha
Went 'Ton' with my squadmates, Npcc.. With Edbert,Hafiz,Haikal,Sai Jie,Firdaus,Hazman,Hong Siang..And Me.. hehe.. It was fun hanging out with them. Totally! We hang out at mac at around 11+ aft our annual camp campfire.. Stupid principal doesnt allow us to overnite in sch so we decided to go out. Aft hanging out at mac,we went to yishun park to ton. Otw tere,we came across with police.haha. So we all acted like we wanted to go hme. Haha.Tat was da funny part. So bla,bla,bla
WE reached at yishun park den hang out,play guitar all tat stuff.. Played true or dare. Haha.. Funny.. N yea, thx to Hafiz for teaching me to play da guitar. Haha.. && Firdaus,thx 4 teaching me to play Smoke on da water.. Haha.. Im good at it awaedy.. Haha.. I think... *Wink*..
So, we ton at yp till 4a.m plus.. Den went bck mac 4 breakfast.. Aft tat waited 4 Haikal under his blk.. Bla,bla,bla.. Went to sch straight.. I was damn sleepy till I slept at Mrs Ambika's class.. Haha.. So tat's bout it..

*Athirah, still missing u AssHole. U're bcomin dark! Haha Huhu!*

LoL!

2009-06-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

Todae class was fun.. Haha..
Thx to da prefect's camp.. They do da mkn cheer and den Gina decided to do a makan cheer also.. Haha..
So I came up with da idea of doing da "Crush" thiny. Haha.. Only my class noe bout da crush thingy.. So we stood up n Gina lead us.. Ms Chong was laughing away with our childishness. Haha.. Stupid Ming San shy2 no need to shy la dhey.. Haha.. He almost wan to run away bt I stopped him.. Huhu.. Too bad!
And to those who wanted to start eating b4 da makan cheer,so sorry I stopped u guys. Haha! Didnt mean to but u guys forced me. Haha..

So thats bout it..
And to gina, CRUSH bahbey~ with da tongue thingy..! Hees..
[4A3 rocks!]

My true feelings towards u

2009-05-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

If u noe my true feelings,
I will be glad
But how am I supposed to confess my feelings
When we hardly know each other?
We are like living in our own world
But still I like u
I know I'm not exist in ur eyes
But what am I supposed to do
to make sure to u that Im here,
Im here looking at u?
Are u ever going to be mine?
I kept asking tat to myself
Will I ever get u?
All I want is for u
to notice that there is someone
out there who has a sincere feelings towards u

2009-05-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

Today, I didnt go to sch.. First time for this year. Haha..
Ystrdae went JB den otw to S'pore at 11+ pm, car broke down.. Terrible! I was damn pissed off cz I need to go to sch da nxt dae && it was so freaking late cz of da car.
Asked mom how am I supposed to go to sch cz it was late awaedy, den she said ponteng uhs.. Haha.. Ok so I did. Haha..
Den reached home at arnd 2am.. Late rite? Haha..

[Today I didnt go to sch, I miss _______ . && I dunnoe why.. *WINK*]

2009-05-21T19:55:00.002+08:00

I AM GLAD
THAT WE ARE OK
BESTIE:D
LURV YEA ASSHOLE!!

Bestie

2009-05-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

What has happened? I really don't understand. Can u please tell me wat is going on between u n me? coz I juz cnt see anitink wrong btwn us.
Are we drifting apart? Or is this juz another of ur games? I find it hard to believe this situation. U noe I hate it when this happen rite? U very well noe it rite?
And yea this SUCKS as wat u told me in da msg. And todae in da morn u saw me u rolled ur eyes... Why? Tat bothered me wen I', in class n tat was why I msg u wen I was in class. I felt sumtink weird bout u in da morn.
Can u plz actually tell me why are u like trying to avoid from me? I wana noe!
For as I noe, we have not been quarrelling with each other.. Haven't we?
So plz, after u have read my blog todae, plz plz tell me why are u acting weird towards me lately..

*U have been a great fren.. Remember our dreams of meeting each other again in Poly aft I'm gone n aft u graduated? Remember those!

*Take care AssHole:D
From, Ass:D

sleep-over..

2009-05-18T22:00:00.003+08:00

15/05/09, went to Nadiah && Nabilah's hse at JB.. Sleep-over!! Hehe..
It was fun being wit them.. We did lots of things.. Like movie marathons, stayed up till morn etc.. I like da 'staying up' part.. It was sumtink tat I dun usually do..
At first, we were at home.. Nadih,Nabilah && I was watching True Blood den da cd created problem so Nadiah decided to watch 17Again den ccnt play.. Den we watched Uninvited..
So.. Aft watching, went to eat with Uncle Aman's family.. Talk2.. Laugh3.. Den went bck hme at aroung 3am.. Nabilah suggested tat we shall nt sleep till 7am cz we're goin bck to S'pore.. So we agreed... Did some movie marathon again.. Watched Bring It On.. It was fun...Den at around 7am, we sneaked into their mom's room cz we dun wan her to noe tat we actually stayed up.. Haha.. (nakal ehs? hehe).. Tp fun uhs..
Den we got to sleep 4 half n hour.. Haha... But seriously had fun 4 tat 3days..
Den I went bck hme on Sunday...

*Nadiah&&Nabilah,read tis:I rili had fun with u guys.. spending time at ur hse rili made a gud memories 4 me.. Shall stay up again.. Haha.. JkJk... *

Late.. Again?

2009-05-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

Once again, I was late to sch... UUrrgh! Unlike the previous one, today, I was totally late.. I woke up at 7am and need to reach sch by 7.20am.. Rushed, rushed, rushed.. Woke my mom up asking her to send me to sch.. Luckily I reached sch at around 7.40? Coz , my paper start at 8am.. How I hate da feelings of being late..

Today, I had my history && maths paper 2. History? Totally craps! (I tink so.haha) I managed to do though.. *Wink*.. My maths? Hmm.. I only studied alil && I managed to do some.. Haha.. Talked to Humaira during maths paper && da teacher(forgot his name lar hehe) saw us talking.. OOps! Everyone looked at us.. Haha.. Luckily he didnt scold us.. Hehe.. We acted innocently like notink went wrong.. *Pheew*..
So tmr, literature paper 1 && maths paper 1.. Wana revise 4 tis two papers.. Hhee..
Friday, will be chemistry && literature paper 2.. && its the end of our exams! Yeey!
&& will be going out with Nadiah.. But not sure whr to go yet.. Hehe..

So that's bout it.. SayoNARA:)

...... :)

2009-05-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

Tmr is da start of da MYE.. And Im so totally nt prepared. haha! Tmr is eng paper.. Im so scared && I dunnoe y.. haha.. Actually eng is nt a problem, bt Im still scared.. So weird.. haha

Updating bout todae..
I woke up late today..Nt tat late uhs..Supposed to wake up at 6.45am bt in da end, I woke up at 7.15.. Haha.. I rushed(bt still sempat to eat breakfast hehe) met raudah tot she's goin to be mad at me bt she didn't.. Pheeww! In class, very boring.. Took temperature taking(stupid swine flu! NOw everyday muz tke temp taking)..
Today the whole day I didnt see Athirah.. She was missing da whole dae. Haiyo.. Aft sch,stayed back till 4pm, study..(like real only) In da end, I was smsing wit Nadiah:).. Afifah was teaching Raudah maths n me.. Eye power. ahha..
Den went bck hme.. Blah blah blah.. Watched Tree in heaven(korean+japanese drama)..
Got fed-up wen da disc keep stopping..Sleep 4awhile till da disc was ok. haha

OK... Im shoooing off.. Nitex..(wan to revise 4 tmr's paper) :)

2009-05-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

Updating bout todae..

IN the morning, went to Miss Chong's hse do CDP project.. Fun sey..Got to act up..haha..FUnny...hehe
After tat,went chong pang wit raudah&FIFAh to rebond fringe..haha
DEn after tat went to town search 4 raudah's shoe.tiring sia..from one place to another.cnnt imagine sey..lots of walking..haha..
And yea.. SAw Rusdy along da way...hehe... *Wink*
And the best part was...
Went to Timezone at northpoint.. Played GUITAR HERO wit da guitar itself.. *WINK*
Fun la sey! Haha.. Im obsessed with tat game awaedy..haha. Played da game around 3-4 times I guessed..Hhehe..
So yea..Tats all.. hehe

And& to PRAVESH...
Thx alot for wanting to give me ur spare wheels 4 my deck..!
Hehe...
So I dun have to spent my money on da wheels..Hhee *WINK*
And I can't wait to have da wheels.. Hahaha!
So again... Thanks alot yea PRAVESH=)

SILVER!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!

OUR MALAY DANCE, SYF
WE WON SILVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!! YIPEEEE!!!!

2009-03-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

You were there to light my day,
You were there to guide me through,
Though my days down and out,
I'll never stop thinking of u
How can I forget all that,
You're the one u make me smile,
You'll always be a part of me,
How I wish you were stil mine

Now I won't forget the day
How we've met and came this far,
We both know we got this feelings,
But somehow it has to end up here
I know it's me who say goodbye,
That'a the hardest thing to do
Cos u mean so much to me
And that's the truth from me to u

*For all the things I've done and say,
For all the hurt that I've cause u,
I hope you will forgive me Baby,
Cos that wasn't what I meant to do

-From da song, YOU...

Shud I or shud I not??

2009-03-24T20:28:00.002+08:00

I can't stop thinking bout him. Every mins every secs, he will pop up in my mind.
I dunnoe y.. I tried to move on but it seems tat I can't. I noe tat he had moved on a long time ago but me.. I find it very hard. I dun even noe wat I want n wat I need rite now. Im totally confused! Uuurgh!!
Shoud I or should I not forget bout him?? I can't make up my mind!
Its too hard!
Ok.. Wat I shud do rite now is to listen to my own heart. What my heart tells me to do, I will follow. That's the only thing I can do rite now..
Haix..

2009-03-20T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hey..Just came back from Cambodia yesterday..
K talk alil bout Cambodia..Hmm..The people are all damn friendly n humble..
Its Npcc service learning trip..It was quite fun..The country was not tat modern..The places tat we visited were all nice..
I had fun during the trip.

Moving on...

2009-02-14T13:51:00.002+08:00

Time to look ahead and neva look back.. I noe tat my future will be brighter than my dark past. Ok.. Frankly my past is not tat bad bt I feel like it's becomin dark. Haha
Hmm...
Living in a single life is better. For me, I only need to think bout myself now and tere's no one I need to think about. But sometimes it's such a bore though. But I'm so greatful to be hurt by him now and not later. But now I'm good and strong cz I can move on happily with the help of my bestiez and I dun have to think bout him animore cz I bet tat he is enjoying his life with someone new rite now. I've got rid of him from mind now cz it's not worth my time in keeping him inside my head. He is fading from my sight slowly and soon he will fade foreva and neva have to come back again cz my tears can't hold it back animore. I had cried enough for him and tere's no more tears for him animore. I can't say tat I hate him cz I will neva hate him and tats for sure eventhough he hate me. I dun care.

Well.. Life have to move on and I'm happy with my life rite now*

To u..If u are reading this..

2009-02-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

Dear U,
I am missing u badly since da dae we last met. I just can't stop thinking bout u. I feel so guilty 4 my mistakes and I noe I've done a big mistakes tat had disappointed ur feelings. I noe tat u are so mad towards me and I'm rili rili sorry for my STUPID MISTAKES. I am sincerely sorry Dear. I am rili hoping tat u will forgive me. This temporarily separation had made me feel so empty inside. Alot of things kept reminding me of u. Since da day tat u said tat u wanted ur own space 4 da time being, I dun feel happy inside me. I found out tat I couldn't be apart from u. Im rili hoping tat u will forget everything & forgive me. Love u.

Sincerely,
Me

I AM RILI SORRY*
I MISS U BADLY*

Updating my current life..

2009-01-31T14:36:00.002+08:00

My new Life-- Frankly, tere are alot of problems or should I say Obstacles? Hmm.. Problems kept popping out of nowhere. Hmm.. Just can't run away from them. Tere is one day I fought with my schoolmate(s).. It has neva happpen b4 to me. So I got thru tat though.. Haix..

Ok seriously, be in sec4 is not a joke! Haha. Alot to deal with. Starting from next week, Triple S will start. Da whole week triple S.. Damn! Stress sey haha..

So...Ive got notink to say awaedy=)
Chow!

another dae of my dae...

2008-12-25T13:53:00.002+08:00

BORED! BORED! BORED!
Boredom strikes!
MIz hym lots lots lots sey............
Ouh yea.. Wana say something... Bout Faranisyah...
Broken apart cz one of us has gone...Gone foreva.. So pathetic..
Wasn't expected tat this would happened...
I tot FARANISYAH will be togeta 4eva but I was wrong. BUt nvm... Still have FARANIAH.
We still can be togeta without the SY... Still can live wat without her.....
Pathetic siol..
No matter wat, I still LOVE MY FARANIAH... Hehehe...

K.. Got notink to say Liao..

And to hym....
I miz u lots lots lots.....
Hehehehehe

A new LYFE

2008-12-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

I rejected him before and I hate him before so much...
I tot I would hate him foreva but I was wrong.. I dunnoe wat happened..
Some sort of spell has been cursed upon me... I was ashamed to confess something to him.. Something tat I feel deep inside me. And when I tot tat the feelings tat I felt is so real, tat is when I confess to him.
I told him tat I have feelings towards him. I put aside all my past..
My heart-broken is healing whenever Im with him..
Now, a new life had created.. Im happy with my life rite now.
I am not going to lose him.. I dun wana get my heartbroken again..

*I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM*
*17/12/08 is when we started*

another dae of boredom.....

2008-12-05T13:55:00.003+08:00

Today is a very BORING dae..
Got notink much to do.....
Raudah asked me to lepak with her... Im not sure whether Im goin or not...
Im so Bored!!! Stupid sey.... Mom asked me to go to her workplace than have lunch with her.. BUt Im lazy to go tere cz its at City Hall... Far siol...
Ala..
I got notink to say liao.....
Hungry siot... Wana eat...
Buhbye!!!!

my current life...

2008-11-30T14:30:00.002+08:00

Once again... I'm hurt.. The feeling tat I really hate.. I juz can't accept the fact.. Why must I always feel this way..? Why can't I be happy? Why can't some ppl make me happy? I tot I could reach my hopes but when I'm about to reach it, it juz fade away.. I tot it was juz a dream, but I was wrong. I'm trying to accept the fact tat the hopes tat I've been hoping for had fade away. But its not fair looking at him living so happily with sum1 else whereas me, Im feeling the pain tat hurt me so much. He gave me a very big scar in me which I can't get rid of it.
Well... Life has to move on.. I have to think positive.. I still have my Beloved Besties which will always stand by me and help me move along.

To my Besties..
I really Love u guys.. U gals are always by my side whenever I need u and its the same here if u gals need me I'll be tere. U gals have always been a great besties eva. I really really love u!
I hope we will be BESTIES till da ETERNITY !

With Love,
Yanne
Yuriemika <3

Trip to India.... FUN!!!

2008-11-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

Olah!!!! Im back in singapore safely! Haha.. Talk alil bit of India..
Well..All the places we visited that are all nice especially the Taj Mahal..
Lots of memories back there.. The hotel are all nicey nice too.. Hees..
I miss our tour guide so much..Joseph..He is nice to us and a very cool person..
Haha.. I took the elephant && camel ride.. So fun..
But there's one thing tat happened back there.. So many conflicts happened..
I really hate tat Bitch tat was once my Bestie..I really hate her! She is one ungrateful fren I eva had.. I regretted havin a fren like her...
She is so pathetic.. UUUrgh!!!! Damn her sia...
Well..Our day will come during malay dance... She will get it from us..
Really can't wait for tat dae to come...

P.S,
The ride on the flight was awesome!! HAAHAA!!!

todae is a Dumb && fun dae.. (stupid) LOL.....

2008-11-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the dae ppl!!! Haha.. The day tat I'll be off to INDIA... Haha...
I feel so dumb updating bout goin to India..Haha... Stupid... LOL..
Hmm... Updating bout todae...
Went to Raudah's place than went slacking with her,Fitri && Ian...
Quite fun uhs.. First time slack with them... Haha... Hmm.. what more..
Kept quarrelling with Fitri.. Stupid sia.. haha... Raudah && Alfian together geta..
Haha... Cute sia... Todae Raudah kept disturbin me bout the.........
Only me && her noe... Haha... Ouh yea my VENGEANCE towards Raudah.. Haha... Beat her one time only... Haha... Todae ok lar my day..
ouh yea.. Alfian && Fitri soooooo SEMANGAT to send me && Raudah back to my home..
We didnt expected tat they would wan to take the initiative to send us..
Heeess....
Klar... Got notink to say Liao....
Chow............. =)

UpDaTiNg......

2008-10-25T15:19:00.002+08:00

School is finally over.. Woohoo!
But Im gonna miss this someone special of mine.. Heee... =(
During holiday I cant see tat someone.. IF NOT everyday can see.. Haha...
My end year exams results was ok.. Got promoted to sec4.. Duh.. Quite happy cz I was
so afraid tat I couldnt make it.. Have to study hard for next year.. Important year sey...
Ok enough bout tat...
7 more days before I go to India.. Haha.. Its a school trip.. So for 1week Im off to India.. Can't wait actually.. But how I wish we could go to Australia.. Double the fun! Haha...
I cant wait to take the flight cz it's gona be my first time.. LoL..

2008-10-19T14:23:00.004+08:00

This year Hari Raya is not tat fun la sey..Only the first few weeks of Hari Raya is fun than after tat nothing...The most memorable day is when I went out 4 Hari Raya with guys from my class and from 3a2,Raudah,Aziah,Lyana & Shiqin..Afifah wasn't there cz she went wit her mom..It was fun uhs goin out with them..There were 13 of us..BUt we very kecoh uhs...Haha...

Tiring sey go out wit them cz we have to walk..Walk...and walk... Haha

The last house we went was Aisya's.. Than we headed home....I was extremely tired....

But after all....It was a fun day.....

The pic we took together... It was nice...

2008-10-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

Juz now Raudah came to my house.Mama was away for work and than Raudah came to accompany me.It was boring at first than we decided to karaoke. Haha! Bored sia today.
After gettin tired from singing,Raudah went back home cz she have to go to her uncle's open house.Now I'm all alone at home..Haix..

Than jz nowI saw Yassin! Haha... Its been a long a time since I saw him.. Haha.. He was my fren last year... And now he's not schooling animore... Christie and me used to be closed with him and than now not so.. Ler..

IM SO DAMN BORED LA SEY!!!!
UUUUUURGH!!!!!

2008-10-17T16:23:00.002+08:00

U broke my heart every single time with ur every single ACTIONS.I always acted tat I didn't see it.I always tell myself to let u be and don't think negative.My feelings for u are still lingering inside of me.Its ok if u break my heart every single time bcz I noe and I feel tat u dun mean it and u dunnoe noe.I can't blame u for breaking my heart.Am I tat cruel to say bout u like this..?
This is juz how I felt.My besties tried to calm me down but I juz can't help it.I think I hate tat Gal..I dun wan to mention why.
Is JEALOUSY rising in me slowly?
I hope I'll get what's mine one day.Can't u see tat I still have da same feelings 4 u like b4?Are u blind or are u juz pretending not to know? I can't HATE u bcz of LOVE. Hatred is not what I feel towards u and I hope u too dun feel da hatred towards me.

2008-10-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

Im trying to adapt the situation that is happening rite now.. Things are changing so fast and I can't catch up. It's like Im struggling and things around me is like so dark.. I feel like as if I've been abandon.. Been left alone by myself and no one out there is trying to help me. When ppl smiled at me, I do smile back.. But deep inside me, Im crying..Why do this things always happening to me? Why can't I have the happiness foreva.?
I want! I want! I want! When memories flashed back, I will feel so down. Feel like turning the clock back. Missing those happy days.. Haix...
Btw ppl.. Dun get me wrong.. Im not an emo who post a blog about the emo2 thingy.. Haha..
Its juz how I feel rite now.. Why am I thinking that ppl will tot that Im an emo..?
ok. Thats weird... hahha.... Ler...
Well.. Gtg... Muakx!

This is how I feel...

2008-10-07T16:14:00.002+08:00

True Love is when u shed a Tear when u have to Let Go of Him
When u feel like as if ur World had crushed down
When u feel like everything has no meaning without Him in ur life
Everytime u see Him, ur Heart beats Faster
U feel like walking up to him & talk to Him
But u dun have the Guts cos u are scared if He might Ignore u
Everytime u seat alone,all the memories u spent wit Him are flashing back
U can't seems to forget everything u have been through with him
When u look at His face,u feel like crying
Because He was once part of ur life and was once ur True Love
And now,He is like a free Bird spreading His wings searching for His new Life
U can only Pray tat He might come back to u and Love u like before
U can only Pray tat He will wait for u There and hoping u can accept Him Again
U can only Pray tat this will come true and can have Him like before

P.S: This is how I feel when I have to Let Go of Him,my Truly Love.I cried...My Dreams had gone.Now, I'm juz hoping tat He will be mine again..

To my Truly Love,
I will always Love U and u will be kept in my Heart Forever

Aren't We Cute..?

2008-09-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

Well..Once again..Boredom strikes us..We..Faranisyah..We tought bout a Fairytale's names..
&&..We got those names..! Hehe..Aren't we cute..? Hehe..
Fa=Little Erfa Riding Hood
Ra=Sleeping Azeerah
Ni=Princess Dynne
Sy=Mermaid Syiree
Ah=Rapunzel Noralyph

So wat do u tink of our names..? Cute huh.. Hehe..We aren't Childish we are juz a Cutie Pies.. Hehe..So dun get Jealous of us...We are juz a bunch of BESTFRENZ tat wana have FUN..
&& No COPYRIGHTS!

ouh gosh...

2008-09-14T16:17:00.002+08:00

Counting down to Hari Raya, its when our end year exam will start..Haix..I hope I'll get promoted to sec4 nxt yr.Pray pray..Why do hari raya is during exam..?Boring sey..Haiyo..
If I'm promoted to sec4,I'll make sure I study very hard sey.Need to pay more attention.Like now..I did not pay attention during maths period cz the tcher is like fcuk.I dun understand a single word she's trying to say...Haha...Im not dumb but she's makin me dumb..Haha...Hate tat tcher for sure...haha..
So gtg... I've got notink to say awaedy..Hehe...

......

2008-09-14T15:44:00.004+08:00

Ok.. Every time I post a blog bout how I felt towards Athirah's behaviour,it will awaez turn good the next day.. Like the post below.. Haha... Weird sey.. Well,Ystrdae she msg me and said tat she missed me.I was shocked at first.Didnt expect tat she would msg me.. Than tats when things went good.Ok..Atleast she was being good..Hehe..
Than at night,he called me..Miss him sey..Haha..
Than at 1plus,received a msg..I tot who sey..It was frm Christie.She said she was stress bout study && bout her frens...So this doctor..haha..Cured her stressness and I made her happy! Woohoo!So no one will regret having a fren like me..Haha..LOL..
Ok Im bored now..I dunnoe wat to say..!! Omg!! Haha..Now chat with him also no use..He is playing game..haha...
Im bored la sey!!!

Its happening..

2008-09-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

Well.. Maybe now me && Athirah will not be close like we used to.. I dunnoe wat had happened between me nn her.. Now looking at her.. Pain is the only thing tat I can see. I tried my best to make our friendship better with her but it seems like she don't care. What's the use of trying when she dun even care.. She dun even have the initiative to try too..
So well... Life has to move on with or without her...............

Him+Her...

2008-09-05T14:48:00.003+08:00

I'll rmbr tis day tat i spent wit him..It was like a perfect day for the both of us.It was on 300808..Before goin to my mom's work place,I met him.Than went to eat than go slack..Wait for Raudah.She had her religious class.. But than everything went very well uhs..But still..I cant forget this day..Haha..

At WILD WILD WET!!

2008-08-30T15:44:00.003+08:00

Omg! Yesterdae was the greatest day eva! Its like this... I went to wild2 wet wit Raudah,Afifah and her bro,sistaz and mom... It was fun I tell u.. I cant describe how happy we were.. U noe.. We completed all the things tat is in wild2 wet.. And i mean everything and not missing any of the things there i mean all the slides and all.. We played wit Baby Qass.. She was so cute and excited.. Haha.. I wish we could go again.. Fun la sey..
I will never forget yesterday.. If only all the FARANISYAH was tere ystrdae, I tell u.. We are gonna conquer every place tere.. Haha..
K2.. Till here... Chow.!

Start A New...

2008-08-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

Ok... I finally made my decision to 4give u.. I hope this is gona be the last mistakes u eva done. Sum1 made me realised tat I should give u a chance and 4give u. I am so thankful to tat person..
Athirah.. I hope u realised ur mistakes and take this opportunity to clear ur bad behaviours and prove to me that u can be a very good fren.. I hope tat there will be no conflicts between us animore.. Enough is enough.. Lets start a new and 4get all the "nightmares" aitex..
This will be the last forgiveness 4 u, Athirah.. Once u make a mistake again..There will be no room 4 forgiveness..
Please..Treasure this opportunity..

How could u....

2008-08-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

How could u do this to me..? I really didnt expected this to happened. I was all shocked. I tot we were meant to be frenz but is this how u treat a fren? What wrongs have I done to u huh? I tot we were happy bt...Haix... The word tat I told u was the only word tat can describe everytink.. Which is BETRAYED! U betrayed our friendship my fren.. Its hard for me to forget everytink.. I too have feelings.. So dun always do anythink before u think.. Think of the consequences of every actions u are taking. Always think of people's feelings not only think of urself.. If only u did not do ur silly mistakes, everythink will turned out juz fine.. Haiz...
It was juz a bloody mistakes but yet it RUINED everythink, MY FREN...

Todae...

2008-08-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

Today, I went studying with Raudah,Izzat,Muzhafar,Shafiq &&.....Andy =)..We went to AMK library..But sadly..Raudah was angry coz at first she had to wait 4 me like half n hour and than waited 4 Shafiq and than waited 4 Wilfred..So she got pissed off and than it wasnt fun enough lar jz now..I felt so guilty sey..I dont like it when she got angry..I was actually scared uhs..hehe...Than aft tat Raudah went off first she said she's gona mit Ariee..Than I was alone with Andy,Shafiq,Izzat && muz..Actually it was fun goin out wit him..Hehe..Wana noe sumtink..? Todae we took pics bt it didnt turned out very well uhs.Todae it wasnt a perfect dae 4 us to tke pics with..Hahahahahax!! Hmm..K2...Till here than..

P.S..Raudah...Im totally sorry 4 wat had happened todae..I hope u would 4give me..Im terribly sorry sista..Love u..

Can't wait..

2008-08-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for 25th to come bcz......It's my 1month with him..So fast huh..It's like 5 more days to go.This few weeks we didn't even quarrell..Haha...Not bad ar..I really love being with him and he is the only guy who can really makes me happy.And and I hope I too makes him happy.Ouh yea..The name DYNNE was created yesterday with the help of my bestiez..Its the combination of his n my name.I hope DYNNE sounds nice..Hehe..I really wish I will last with him till the end...
Amin... =D

Newly fren...

2008-08-20T18:33:00.002+08:00

Today FARANISYAH welcomed our newly fren..Hehee...It's BABY HAMTARO..Hees..Baby is so small and very adorable..Baby is now part of FARANISYAH.So u guys out tere figure out who is Baby okie...Hehe..Our dreams has come true for us to take care of Baby..We didn't expected this to happened..Haha..So happy bout it..!

From Me To U...

2008-08-08T17:42:00.003+08:00

Day after day
Happiness strikes me
Those happiness came from u
U never fail to make me laugh or smile
I hope I will never lose this happiness
Because if I do, I'll regret
Because I noe that I' did not do my best to love u
Right now, U are the only one that i love and it will be foreva
Just one thing that i want from u
Love me for who I am and not for who I am not
Accept everything that i have sincerely
Never leave me alone in the darkness
Never let me struggle alone in my pain
Always be by my side
And never walk away

Baby, I will promise
That I will always LOVE U
And NEVER LEAVE U
U will always be KEPT in MY HEART

I LOVE YOU..

Didn't expect tat...

2008-08-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

Haha...I didn't expect to receive sumtink frm my boy...Fren.....Haha...I was like shocked at first bcz he gave me tat jacket with a hood this mornin..I was like omg deep inside me..Hehe..The jacket was nice uhs..It was sweet of him to give me tat "hoody"..Tat's wat he called a jacket tat has a hood..Hahax...It was cool uhs...I have been wanting to have a new "hoody" and here it goes..Got it from him..(=
Thankx honey for tat "gift"..Really appreciated it... =)

wOOhoo yeay!!

2008-08-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!! 1 week with him has finally passed! Yeay! Its like the whole week of last week i spent with him..Haha..It was great! We were like spending our time together and it was great..He is the greatest boyfriend i eva had..Hehehe..I just cnt wait for 25th tis mnth bcz its our 1mnth together deng..haha...I have neva been more happier than b4 compared 2 my life now..Like now..I have everybody to lean on..Like FARANISYAH..There are always tere when i need them..They are the best of da best bestiez eva..Back to him..Hmm..I hope i can spend my whole life living wit him..I dun wan to be like my past time..Been throw away when im nt needed and not been loved..With him,all the love that ive been dreamin for is been given by him and im lovin it.Its like all of my dreams came true..And that is why i dun wana lose him..I'll treasure him like i treasured myself. I'll love him and tat is foreva..And if one day tere is sum1 who wanted to break us apart, I'll make sure i'll fight for my rights and tat is him.Bcz no one has da right to seperate da both of us and im makin sure of tat............

missin a Bestie

2008-07-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

This few daes will be a BORING day!! OMG...Bcz Raudah is goin to KL todae and by the time i write this post,she has left and off to KL....Haiz..She's comin bck on Sunday mornin like 4plus and after tat she have no time to rest cz have to go to sch..Uuuurgh!!Boring la sey!!Later only left FANISYAH..The RA dun have..Im gona miz her badly!!Haiya..Can't wait 4 her to come bck..
Hmmm..k2..Gtg..Chow...

My Cinderella Story Scene

2008-07-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

Firstly....I wana say tat im happy wit my current life...Feels so wonderful..Haha..It feels like i've found my dreamz.The dream tat i've been dreaming for..I threw all my nightmares && all my dark dark past of my life.For him has arrived as my Guardian Angel..And he will explore the real me.Now tat i have him,my life won't go wrong again..I noe he won't hurt me nor make me cry and he really deserve my Love.He cheered me up when i am feeling down..I neva had sum1 like him b4 in my life.And tat is why a new chapter of my life have begun.No one cud take this happiness away from me.And i hope tat this will neva end.. =)

[[ I found my hopes,
I found my dreamz,
My cinderella story scene..]]

NO MORE HURTS...

2008-07-27T18:30:00.002+08:00

No more DUSTIANNE no more 30th October no more HURTS..It all had faded away...No longer have to worry so much..No longer have to hear all the sorry excuses.Im doin wats best for myself.I dun wan to carry all the blames all by myself eventhough those blames wasn't meant 4 me.I was hurtin all along..And now..I wan to create a new chapter of my life and put it with alot of laughter..So tat i can be happy.....Im makin sure tat tere will be no kind of sadness will strike my life.....

not much tings tat happened..

2008-07-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

Haiya...notink much happened ar bt there's only 1 thing tat happened 2 me is tat i have 2 change my seat in class..My tcher changed our seatin arrangements..And tat is AGAIN! I dunno how many times in this year she had changed our seats again and again... Now im sitted far from raudah,fifah && syikeen..Haiz... But luckily Shafiq is seated behind me so can turn around and talk to him...haha..But i dun like to be seated at the front sey..So boring...I wan to sit behind of the class la sey...uurgh...Bt nvm lar...Atleast infront of me is haizel,bside me is izzat and bhind of me is shafiq && wendy..still can laugh and talk to them...They are not the boring type of ppl..i mean like..they are kindda talkative too...Like me ar...haha...hope there is no changes again..if not..Ill be so furious..Sick and tired of changing places...So yea...Tat is all tat happened to me..haha..I noe its notink much..haha...So yea...Tats it....HAHAHAHA!! =P

Where's ur originality??

2008-07-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

Gosh...where's ur originality?! I mean like...are u tryin to get people's attention like how they gave it to us?? Are u trying to be like us? I mean like we hate wat u are tryin to do now...jz be urself will u...what...u wana have the bestfrenz battle isit?please lar..stop it sey...i mean..wat do u guys wan from us?u guys awaez give us tat "evil" look...we neva give u guys any problem and y do u guys like to give us tat "MINAH" look...? It is so damn irritating!! I dun noe how to describe bout u guys...haiz...i dunoe lar...i jz wana say tat please....BE URSELF AND DUN BE LIKE OTHERS...HAVE UR ORIGINALITY.....!!

do comment...cheers!

2008-07-20T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hey peepz..if u r viewing my blog..plz do give comment at my friendster aite..sorry if my blog is not tat perfect...i need comments 4 my blog cz tis is my first blog eva..haha..hope boredom wont strike u when u're readin my blog..hahax...im not tat PERFECT to create a PERFECT blog...so yea..so....ENJOY!! CHEERS!!!!!

BOREDOM STRIKES ME.....

2008-07-19T17:47:00.002+08:00

Today obviously was a boring day.. Got nothing to do at home sey.Actually supposed to go to sunplaza look for something and than it was cancelled cz raudah has to tke care of her lil bro && siz..someone asked me to go to sembawang park to have a BBQ tere with 2a2 people last year bt i dun wan to go cz im frm different class last yr.paiseh sey..ill be outcasted if i go..haha! uuurgh! Im so bored && i dont noe wat to do..................................!!!!!!!!

was it all my fault?

2008-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...how to start...lets see..
todae after sch,me,fifah,andy,saras & sabrina stayed back 2 decorate class..
so..raudah was in a bad mood again..atfirst fifah n me not sure why until raudah told me wat rili happenend.i was like so surprised..i dun wana say wat rili happened ar..bt criously, i felt so guilty..i tot faranisyah goin 2 break apart.luckily it didnt happen..so after raudah & aziah told everything, i realised my mistakes..i felt so bad after tat..i mean like..i wanted the best for us..for FARANISYAH..i cnt imagine wat will happen 2 faranisyah if we break apart..

my wish is tat...i hope FARANISYAH will always be FARANISYAH and not others...
so plz ppl..have ur own ORIGINALITY...DUN FOLLOW THE FLOW..

[bad dae!!!] uuurgh....

2008-07-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

today...16th july..
was a bad day...raudah had a bad mood..im not sure why...
and than after recess..it was me who bad mood..suddenly...mood swing la sey..
everybody was quiet i mean FARANISYAH..
very sian lor..no mood to study sey juz now..
some more mrs ambika's lesson was so boring!
uuurgh....! what sia..
luckily nothing happened btwn me && raudah..phew!
chow!!!

ME....

2008-07-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

--HERRIYANNE
--9 MARCH IS MY SPECIAL DAE

LIKES...
--MY FAMILY
--MY BESTIEZ..(FARANISYAH)
--DUSTIN..HEHE..
--AVENGED SEVENFOLD
--CHOCOLATES
--LAUGHING

DISLIKES..
--BACKSTABBER
--LIARS
--TWO-TIMER
--MINAHS,MAT REP

I THINK TAT'S ALL U NEED 2 NOE BOUT ME..IM AN EASY-GOING PERSON.BE NICE TO ME AND I'LL BE NICE 2 U..IF U WANA JUDGE ME,GO AHEAD.I DUN GIVE A DAMN.CZ I NOE WHO AM I AND IM GONA BE LIKE THE WAY I AM RITE NOW..
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